Nostalgic

Right, this is a lame post but I was just wondering if any reader feels the same way I do. Everytime my loved one leaves me or when I leave them, I always get this nostalgic and sad feeling. It feels like as if I have just lost someone important to me. I have always been like that since young. Whenever my parents left my brother and I alone in Kuching when they went travelling, I would be all moody because I hate the feeling of being separated from them. Right, call me a homie, whatever.

You know, that is just so NOT true! I have came to realize that I miss virtually anyone close to me whenever I get separated from them but the feeling doesn’t last though. Perhaps it is due to the fondness of someone or something that makes me feel this way. I also feel the same when I have to leave the comfort of my own home in Kuching for KL. You see, I am so used to the comfort of my own home that the thought of leaving it and going to a shithole is just not helping.

Everytime I have to leave Kuching for work in KL, I’ll be in no mood on the day of travel itself. No it’s not a day or two of travel but rather, almost 4 months. I already start feeling this way even a day before travel. It all returns to normal after a day anyway. Even during CNY when my parents came over to KL, I felt the same thing the day they left KL, but I was fine the next day. I recently felt the same way again when my love left me.

This probably is my weak point but then again, it probably is my good point. Depending on how you look at it, it might be a good thing. I personally feel that it’s a bad thing since it makes me feel down. I get over it pretty fast though, and that is a good thing. That is not to say I don’t care for the things or person I love, I do.

Oh well, like I said, this is a lame post, so I am just gonna stop right here. Take care guyz.